"skip" option in life.

I'm wondering that sometimes you choose 'Skip' option in life because you are too tired of the 'pause' button, wanting to get back to the start line while you are at the finishing point. Just to start fresh, but, you fail to do so because there is nothing fresh..there are no aspirations no inspirations no chances. Just... like when you desperately want to write something and there are no ideas in your mind. Its like the train has started to move and you are still standing on the platform..looking at it. Can not decide whether to hop in or to let go every dream, memory and moments with the train.......with each passing moment eyes are losing clarity. It is difficult to let go the world...but it is three times more difficult to find no pleasure in pleasure.
You tell yourself that everything is fine and then absorbed in a totally different
situation..suddenly you remember something and all that warmth you feel in your heart, run through your eyes. I really wish I knew a language which nobody else could understand....so that I could pour my heart out in words and nobody could read and understand it.
-Zaofishan

Bipolar nation or Being human?

Do we suffer from Bipolar disorder as a nation? at one time we are weeping for the unfortunate victims around us&just within seconds we r distracted by the utmost happiness about something then we swing toward depression which is followed by our high and false expectations to change everything. So, Do we suffer from bi...polar disorder as a nation? Or is all this called " Being Human" ?

What's your plan?

Days of floods are here and most of the people I know sadly are in deep despair due to the situation of the city and country. They don't tell me anything apart from the frustration they are experiencing because they feel helpless about changing the scenario. They feel they can not change anything.Some of them are thinking about the reasons why all this is happening. Few come up with reasons concerning religion and few of them blame the big daddies of our Government. Everybody is doing the same thing in different guises--They are all sincerely trying to figure out the reasons. Their worrisome tones and confused thoughts reminds me of all the dark things. So......I asked myself that what I should do now. What should I think? What kind of philosophy should I develop of this whole scenario? I asked myself that is this all so severe that I could actually think of changing my life goal? that I could actually become more serious about life? Shall I read and watch news 24/7 like many other people in hope of developing political sensibility?? In hope of unveiling the secrets of government and their big hidden plans? and what if I actually got to know everything ..what if I manage to catch the picture of whole scenario clearly?Then what? what would be the next step? French revolution?

So, what should I do?and BINGO! ..how about gaining some inspiration out of the whole scenario? How about using this pain, fear, anger and frustration as a fuel? how about not wasting my time and energy on discussing and reading frustrating articles and watching negative news all day long and utilizing the time and energy to stick to a plan with persistence and consistency?
A plan for providing emotional and rational support to your colleagues,students, class mates, cousins etc?A plan for giving your youngsters better ideology instead of trash news channel info?A plan for standing up for others? A plan for focusing on betterment of your self?A plan for cracking 3 jokes per day to lighten up someone's mood?A plan for saving your money to feed the needy ones?A plan for planting suitable plants in the locality?( My environmental science's sir's favorite plan)A plan to write something inspirational?or bigger plans relating to jumping right into the scenario?
So, what's your plan? ...kya scene hai?

stars...

Are the stars always this magical?

.......I'm in love.

circumstances, mistakes, people and you.

Hmm...I have been thinking that... In a pessimistic sense, Sometimes circumstances and situations can make you or change you into a person which you never wanted to be. Now, Wouldn't it be a little more appropriate for the other people to thank God for not being thrown into such circumstances rather than hating the victims of such situations and circumstances?

-zaofishan

Realization

I think that, Love is not about fixating on one person or object.Its the highest form of ART because it can be stretched from ur object of affection towards each and every object in the universe ranging from a mere grain of sand to the unproven existence of the void above the sky. . Love is expansion of ur deepest feelings.. an elevation from the depths of solitude towards the heights of purity

I'm in love.....perhaps with an illusion.

ARSH se FARSH tak.

Zindigi mey mukam tou bauhat se atay hain magar hum zikr sirf un mukaamaat ka kartay hain jo zindagi ke normal yaa phir usual flow mey nahi chaltay. Aisa hee eik mukaam woh hai jub tumhari zindagi mey sub kuch bauhat hee acha honay lagta hai bilkul kisi alif lailwi daastaan ki tarha aur tum sochtay reh jatay ho, samajh nahi aati ke shukar ada kiya jaey..ghuroor kiya jaey ..khushi se naacha jaey..sadqa-o-khairaat ki jaey..jashan manaya jaey..ya aansoo bahaien jaey? Lekin is sub ke ilawa eik aur izhaar..aik aur rawaiyya..ek aur reaction bhee hota hai : "KHAUFF". Lekin yeh reaction usi shaks se baahir aa sakta hai jisay ARSH ka, BULANDI ka tajurba ho chuka ho aur usi intensity se PASTII ki janib safar ka bhi. Yaani Arsh se farsh tak ki musaafat......Woh musafat jo tumharay andar ke khalandaray ..chaltay koodtay bachay ko iss zor se jaga kar patakhti hai ke apnay tamam khilono ke saath saath uski taangie'n bhi chatakh kar reh jaati hai aur woh bey-saakhiyo ka mohtaaj ho kar reh jata hai.

Arsh se farsh tak ki musaafat bauhat ziada takleef-deh hoti hai.. tumhain torr phorr deti hai..tumhain batati hai ke tum kitnay helpless ho ..kis qadar haqeer ho. Kya asaan hota hai kisi baadshah ke liey faqeer bun ker rehna? Nahi na? . Arsh per baitha shaks apnay aap mey badshah hee tou hota hai , jo farsh per kisi keeray ki tarha patakh diya jaata hai aur phir woh keera apni zaat ke andheyro mey wahdat-ul-wujood ke noor se jugnu bunta hai..yeh waqt uskay kehnay ka nahi hota..yeh waqt hota hai uskay Sun-nay ka ..har woh shaks jisay woh apni badshahat ke daur mey faqeer gardaanta hai..har woh shaks us se bara ho jata hai..aur woh sirf sunta hai , usay irrationally criticize kiya jaata hai ..beybunyaad bataien us se mansoob ki jaati hai..usay moorad-e-ilzaam thehraaya jaata hai , NAHUQ..NAHUQ, aur woh sunta hai ..sirf sunta hai.
Phir waqt aata hai us ke kehnay ka ..us ke FARSH se ARSH tak ke safar ka ..aur woh darta hai ..apnay aap se, apni zaat ke andheyro se..qudrat ki iss meherbaani per samajh nahi paata ke woh suspicious ho yaa khush ho??

Zaofishan
16 feb 2010
10:15 pm.